(by lifeliveson)
I’m…
- Less sure of myself than I have ever been in my life so far
- Still stuck in the same rut
- Starting to lose my patience with all the stupid shit I usually tolerate day in and day out
- Losing interest
- Getting older
- Unconcerned with what other people think of me
- Concerned with what I think of me
- Not feeling like I have much to be proud about right now
- Never going to have any children
- Glad some of the fucked up shit in my life was thrown at me, since I can handle it relatively well and there are others who wouldn’t or couldn’t
- Still fucked up from all the fucked up shit referenced above, even if I deal with it all right most of the time
- Going to have to change a lot of things soon and it won’t be fun
- Still not sure which direction I’m going
- In between places
- Right here, right now like I always have been
- Still waiting for inspiration to show up, and she is very late so far…
- Looking for the right words
- Pretty sure there are no right words
- Walking in new shoes, and they’re breaking me in
- Going to be tested in character and determination soon, and I hope that I pass like I always used to when I took good notes
